So yes, this is my blog. Not that I'll write on here much. It's not that I don't enjoy writing. It's not that I don't enjoy putting my thoughts down either. It's just that I find it hard to actually do. And this happens to me a lot it seems. I want to finish my homework or study and get good grades. I want to spend more time reading my Bible. I want to get to know people better. But when I actually have down time, when there's literally nothing stopping me from doing these things, I just cannot move myself to do them. And honestly I have no idea why. Is it laziness? I don't enjoy being lazy. It sucks actually. Well, not all the time. There are days when I'm so exhausted and overwhelmed that I truly want to do nothing. Ironically, when I feel like this I'm just too busy, and when I'm not busy, I can't get myself to do the things I want to do. I feel like Paul in Romans 7.
Anyway, we'll see how this works out. Hopefully this blog will become my refuge. A place to lay down my burdens and make my thoughts concrete. I might even learn something about myself in the process. But let me be clear, while others may enjoy reading this blog, it's not for them. It's for me. The only reason why I'm putting this online is because I'm interested to hear other people's opinions on what I have to say. That way I can learn as much as possible. Learning is good.
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